Tyler And Taylor London

Today a tear falls.
They start to fall like rain.
My heart feels broken.
Forever there will be pain.

There is a cloud in my life now.
Even on sunny days.
An emptiness, a longing,
A sadness that forever stays.

A sadness that is lonely.
A silent tear sneaks out.
My voice fails to scream,
What my heart wants to shout.

Unborn babies are precious.
Their brief moments with us mattered.
We feel love from the beginning.
Love continues after our hearts were shattered.

Today I should have had my baby.
A Baby Angel to love and touch.
But instead I have barely a reminder
Of one I love so much.

No one in my family
Has cried a single tear.
They move on with their lives
Unaware of my pain and fear.

Sometimes I can peak beyond the clouds
To feel a little joy.
I feel the hope of a future
That includes a baby girl or boy.

But what if it never happens.
That's more than I can bear.
So I pray and try again.
I can't handle more despair.

Today's tears keep falling.
They rain and then they pour.
My babies may never be in my arms,
But they're in my heart forevermore.

Tyler And Taylors Mommy (Mother) August 17, 2008

Dear Mommy...

Please don't be so sad..

It's beautiful where we are
there's only love up here,
we're never lonely or afraid
cause god's so very near.

We walk with Jesus everyday
he's really kind and sweet,
don't worry mom he hold's our hand
when we cross a golden street.

We never cry or hurt ourselves
we see you everyday,
we laugh and play and sing alot
and hear you when you pray.

Please Mommy..

Don't be mad at God
you see he loves us too,
and even though your not here with us
we're really still with you...

Terri-Ann Walsh (gts angel Michael O\'brien\'s auntie) August 17, 2008

There is a special Angel in Heaven
that is a part of me.
It is not where I wanted him
but where God wanted him to be.

He was here but just a moment
like a night time shooting star.
And though he is in Heaven
he isn't very far.

He touched the heart of many
like only an Angel can do.
I would've held him every minute
if the end I only knew.

So I send this special message
to the Heavens up above.
Please take care of my Angel
and send him all my love.

Tyler And Taylors Mommy (Mother) August 9, 2008

When God calls little children
To dwell with him above
We mortals sometimes question
The wisdom of his love.
For no heartache compares with
The death of a small child
Who does so much to make our world
Seem wonderful and mild.
Perhaps God tires of calling
The aged to his fold
And so he picks a rosebud
Before it can grow old.
God knows how much we need them
And so he takes but few
To make the land of Heaven
More beautiful to view.
Believing this is difficult
Still, somehow we must try
The saddest word mankind knows
Will always be 'Goodbye'.
So when a little child departs
We who are left behind
Must realize God loves children...
Angels are hard to find.

Tyler And Taylors Mommy (Mother) August 9, 2008

GO AHEAD AND MENTION OUR BOYS,
THE ONES THAT DIED YOU KNOW!
DON'T WORRY ABOUT HURTING US FURTHER
THE DEPTH OF OUR PAIN DOESN'T SHOW.

DON'T WORRY ABOUT MAKING US CRY!
WE'RE CRYING ALREADY INSIDE.
WE HOPE TO HEAL BY RELEASING
THE TEARS WE TRY TO HIDE.

WE ARE HURTING WHEN YOUR SILENT
PRETENDING THEY DIDN'T EXIST
WE'D RATHER YOU MENTIONED OUR BOYS
KNOWING THAT THEY ARE SO VERY MISSED.

Tyler And Taylors Mommy (Mother) August 9, 2008

My beautiful, peaceful, little one,
tiny, pure and mild.
You're much too good for our world my darling,
You're surely Gods own special child,
For you no pain or heartache, no badness to see or hear,
My perfect,beautiful baby, You've nothing left to fear.
And now my arms are empty, and for me
alone I cry, when darkness closes in on me,
I can only wonder - Why?
The precious time we spent together,
my deepest love to you I gave, and all those
special moments, my mind will always save.
I thank you for being my little one and
although we have had to part, wherever you are
my darling in your arms you hold my heart.
God has gathered in our darling, placed
our bud among the flowers,
taken back the child he lent us,
to a much better home than ours.

Tyler And Taylors Mommy (Mother) August 9, 2008

My Mother

Oh Mother, my Mother
I touch your tears
Invisible fingers
Soothing your skin
I know you think of me so often
In the day, in the night,
In your dreams
Going into an empty nursery
Knowing I'll never be there
But I am...in your heart
In your soul, I shall always be
For you gave so selfishly
Of yourself.
Inside of you, you created
Such a world for me
A world of laughter, of love
Of sadness, of sorrow
Every emotion people come to know
You shared with me.
And even though I may never
Feel your arms around me
I felt your heart beating,
Like a lullaby, singing me to sleep
And your spirit giving me a safe haven
Already protecting me
Nurturing me
Preparing me of things to come.
But sometimes the journey
Of life pulls souls apart
And yes, I had to go on
To another place.
I wish I could stay
I wish this was a desision
I could make
And I know you do too.
Know this wherever you are:
I will always remember
That yours was the first love
The first joy, the first soul
I will ever know
You gave me the courage to
Go on in my journey
I hope I can do the same
For you
Your heart beat will always
Call me to you.

Love, your child

Rachel Bass. Josh August 1, 2008

Perfect Child

Ten little fingers that will never grip,
Two little legs that now no longer kick,
A delicate face that won't smile or cry,
Tiny hands that never waved goodbye,
Two precious feet that will never walk,
A pair of soft lips that will never talk,
But a beautiful, pure soul that has gone up above,
And left me with feelings and memories and love.

Miss you and love you. So glad we had you. xxxxxxx

Rachel Bass. Josh July 29, 2008

My Corner

There is a little corner
Where I visit everyday,
No-one knows I go there
Or how long that I stay.
In this little corner
I speak to you alone,
I think what it would be like
To have you here at home.
In the little corner
I hold you really tight,
I cuddle, kiss and squeeze you
You’re such a lovely sight.
In my little corner
I tuck you up to sleep,
I sneak another cuddle
I have another weep.
Where is this little corner?
It’s where we’re never apart
Where I always have you with me;
It’s the corner of my heart.

Rachel Bass. Josh July 25, 2008

Since my child died,
I feel as if my life has ended.
As my heart is so broken
and can never be mended.

You can't make me better,
NO I'm not gonna heal.
You haven't been where i am
So you don't know how i feel.

I hope you never have to feel
The way that i do.
I wouldn't wish on anyone
What I'm going through.

Stop asking how I'm feeling
Cos you don't want to know.
If i told you the truth
You'd get up and go.

I say that I'm ok
Cos its what you want to hear.
That's not how I'm feeling
It isn't anywhere near.

It makes you uncomfortable
When i mention her name.
You'd be quite happy
To never hear it again.

You make me so angry,
You make me so mad.
NO I'm not being miserable,
I'm just feeling so sad.

MY CHILD HAS DIED
Will you get it through your head
I spend my time now
Wishing i too were dead.

I wish someone could help me
To take away my pain,
But only my Angel can do that
When I'm holding her again.

If you're reading this
And you do understand.
Then you've lost your child too,
To you I offer my hand.

My hand offers comfort
That you'll get from no other,
It can only be found
In another grieving mother.

Our children are special
We'll love them forever.
We'll help each other through
And we'll do it together.

Thier memory will live on
They will always be remembered
When we are all reunited
Our hearts will be mended.


Thankyou so much for all your support, it means so much to me to know that there are people there for me who truly understand the pain i feel. Godbless and take care. Love to you and your family always. xxxxxxxxxxx

Louise (Friend) July 24, 2008