Tyler And Taylor London

You've just walked on ahead of me
And i've got to understand
You must release the ones you love
And let go of their hand.

I try and cope the best i can
But i'm missing you so much
If i could only see you
And once more feel your touch.

Yes, you've just walked on ahead of me
Don't worry i'll be fine,
But now and then i swear i feel
Your hand slip into mine.

Tyler And Taylors Mommy (Mother) October 29, 2007

Mommy's having a sad moment
Thinking of what might have been
Longing to have a bump again
Why is life so mean?
'It wasn't meant to be'
They all keep telling me
Maybe if they knew the pain
Then they might just see
How much I longed to hold you
And here a little giggle
I hardly got to feel you
In my tummy going wriggle
It hurts so much
Words cannot say
Isnt it meant to get easier
Day by day?
Not for mummy
And not for dad
We try to be happy
But it comes out sad
When will it stop?
I keep on asking
Never they say, the pains everlasting
I know in time I will move on
But the memory of you Tyler
Will never be gone
The pain is the worst
There is nothing greater
But this isnt goodbye baby
Its just see you later.

Tyler And Taylors Mommy (Mother) October 20, 2007

Precious,tiny,sweet one,you will always be to me
So perfect,pure and innocent, just as you were meant to be.

We dreamed of you and your life and all that would be
We waited and longed for you to come and join our family.

We never had the chance to play, to laugh, to rock, to wiggle
We long to hold you, touch you now and listen to you giggle.

I'll always be your mother, He'll always be your dad
You will always be our child, The child that we had.

But now you're gone.....but yet you're here
We'll sense you everywhere.
You are our sorrow and our joy
There's love in every tear.

Just know our love goes deep and strong
We'll forget you never-the child we had, but never had,
And yet will have forever

Tyler And Taylors Mommy (Mother) October 16, 2007

I can't believe it's been 6 months that you decided to go to heaven to be an angel, (Mommy's baby boy Ty, my angel in the sky!). It only feels like yesterday as the pain is still raw. I'd do anything to have my chance again Tyler, really I would. I wish you were here with us, you would have been 6 weeks old today! My big boy! I love you Tyler and always will, Mommy xxxxxx

Tyler And Taylors Mommy (Mother) October 7, 2007

Mommy will always love you Tyler xxx

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Tyler And Taylors Mommy (Mother) September 23, 2007

I'm just a little baby
Who didn't quite make it there;
I went straight to be with Jesus,
and I am waiting for you here.

Don't you worry about me mummy,
I am of all God's lambs most blessed;
I would have loved to stay with you,
but the Shepherd knows whats best.

So dear mummy, don't you sorrow,
wipe those tears and chase the gloom,
I went to be with Jesus,
Straight from my mummy's womb.

Thank-you for the life you gave me,
it was brief but I don't complain;
I have all of Heaven's glories,
Will suffer none of the earthly pain.

Daddy gave me something for you,
It's our secret, Mummy dear,
He pressed it tight against my forhead,
and he whispered in my tiny ear.

I'll be waiting for you, Mummy,
For You and Daddy both.
I'll be with you forever,
Then I'll give you Daddy's kiss...

Tyler And Taylors Mommy (Mother) September 10, 2007

I close my eyes,
and I see your face,
or at least I imagine,
what you would have looked like.

Wrapped in a warm blanket,
little fingers, little toes,
I would promise,
to keep you safe from harm.

What would that day have been like?
Warm or cold?
Sunny or rainy?
Either way it would have been perfect.

Every night we would have cuddled,
laughed and giggled,
and played with you...
our bundle of joy.

But someone decided,
to keep you from us.
Coldly extinguishing
this joy from my body.

Who was it?
Who could be so cruel
to take away the one thing
we so patiently longed for?

What kind of God,
would allow an event,
of such sorrow and sadness,
to ever take place?

Please don't tell me,
to simply try again.
Please don't say,
there is a reason.

I cannot simply try again,
until I give proper time
to my would be first born.
And there is no reason,
that I can think of for this to happen.

Just allow me to close my eyes
and dream.
Dream of what should have been,
but will never be.

Tyler And Taylors Mommy (Mother) September 10, 2007

In a baby castle
just beyond our eyes,
our babies play with angel toys
that money can not buy.

At night when all is silent
and sleep forsakes our eyes
we hear their tiny footsteps
come running to our side.

We feel a tiny flutter
maybe it was a kiss,
we try so hard to wake,
so eager not to miss.

We pray and hope we're dreaming
yet in our heart we know.
we have to be brave,
we have to say good bye,
we really do have to let go..

If only things were different,
how were we to know ?
The things we'd change
the things we did
we really didnt know.

Your time here was so short,
Theres nothing we could do
but let us end by saying this,
we really did love you.

Times when tears are flowing
we have to hold back just a bit,
No one ever knew you
not even a tiny bit.

It never stopped us being parents
or wanting you, even so,
yet him up there decided
it was time for you to go.

The days pass in a haze
the years are even longer.
But knowing you are safe and warm
makes reality much fonder.

If times could change,
if we knew the reasons why?
maybe we could come to terms
and really say good bye.

For now my heart is aching
the numbness never goes.
The path for taking you
was the one that god chose.

Who are we to wish them back
into this world of strife,
No, sleep on our baby
you have eternal life.

Tyler And Taylors Mommy (Mother) September 5, 2007

Fly, fly little wing
Fly beyond imagining
The softest cloud, the whitest dove
Upon the wind of heaven’s love
Past the planets and the stars
Leave this lonely world of ours
Escape the sorrow and the pain
And fly again.
Fly, fly precious one
Your endless journey has begun
Take your gentle happiness
Far too beautiful for this
Cross over to the other shore
There is peace forevermore
But hold this memory bittersweet
Until we meet
Fly, fly do not fear
Don’t waste a breath, don’t shed a tear
Your heart is pure, your soul is free
Be on your way, don’t wait for me
Above the universe you’ll climb
On beyond the hands of time
The moon will rise, the sun will set
But I won’t forget.
Fly, fly little wing
Fly where only angels sing
Fly away, the time is right
Go now, find the light

Tyler And Taylors Mommy (Mother) September 3, 2007

I miss you since death took you away,
I miss you more with every single day,
I do not know where it is that you are gone,
And no one can replace you, not a one.

Some say that death is just a veil to pass through,
Thing is we do not know what is true,
If heaven exists i hope to see you there,
To tell you that i still care.

Words sometimes sound like you would say,
Memories of something different every day,
A touch, a hug, a look, a certain smell,
All those things that you had left to tell.

I would never choose for you to die,
But now i have stopped wondering why?
Yet still i am left wishing you had stayed,
And i got the things for which i'd prayed.

Goodbye my angel, goodbye my son,
If only there was something that could've been done,
I miss you now more than ever,
Forget you Tyler, in a word NEVER.

Tyler And Taylors Mommy (Mother) September 2, 2007